When you can't choose anything else

Well, well. What am I up to? I feel that 3rd year of college was too full of unnecessary feelings. Now I am trying to come back to the right route. My 道
Huge amount of information and feelings came to me lately. Like second enlightenment. Whatever happens to me later - I know this is how it has to be.
Meditations, practises, rei-ki (霊気) and even more.
"Forbes", finance, business plans. Studying.
Good movies, nice books, great new people.