Ы or Qiezi (in Chinese 茄子)

Dream big, change at least something!

I feel frustration.
In fact - I don't know what I feel. I feel nothing. Or disapppointment, maybe?
Like I've been walking on this road for many, many, many years and haven't found what I've been looking for.

I need to believe in something, but I don't know - what it should be? Love, power, wealth, health, ascetism, children, harmony, impact, change?

Happiness is when your possibilites meet your wants, right? Shoot, now my wants don't meet my abilities. Or something else.

I was looking for love - there is none of it around me, only hormones.

I was looking for the truth - but only books have it, not real life.

I was looking for prosperity - there is only illusion of it.

And the last I was looking for - is harmony. Dreaming big and living close to the nature. But nature is silent and people are deaf.

Becoming vegetarian. Speaking to people. Looking for something more...

Photosession #3 in my life